Dear No One,
In spite all the bad things that
happened to me, you are one of the best things that kept me going. You came in
the most unexpected manner, in the most unexpected time.
I wasn't really
looking for someone but then, you showed up out of nowhere and shook my entire
world. You were like an earthquake; earth-shattering, mind-blowing.
You
made me crazier than I already am. You brought out the best and worst in me,
and I love you for that. How your unspoken words touched my heart, as your eyes
reached the deepest part of my tainted soul.
Love. It's what bonds the two of us
but I guess it's also what will tear us up. Well, I will.
It's
not that I have fallen out of love, it's just I love you so much it scares the
hell out of me. That's why I must do this. I could've been the one. I wanted
to. I still want to. But this, us, me, I don't think it's healthy anymore. I
don't think I am healthy for us anymore.
I
want to be the one who grows old with you but now I know I won't and I can't.
So, I want you to be happy and find your someone. That someone. The girl who
will not be afraid of accepting a love that greater than she is. A love that
consumes ever part of her being.
However, if, in another lifetime, the fates
allow and let our souls find each other again. I will never let go. But for
now, goodbye.
Love,
The One That Got Away
