Sigh.

Dear No One

Dear No One,

In spite all the bad things that happened to me, you are one of the best things that kept me going. You came in the most unexpected manner, in the most unexpected time.

Half Full

I feel empty
Yet I feel full.

Thoughts. Scribbles
Words. Letters

I feel empty
I feel full.

Senseless. Thoughtless.

I feel empty
I feel full.

Nothing. This, all of
this is nothing.

I feel empty
I feel full.

I am in a labyrinth.
The labyrinth is me.

I feel empty
Yet half full.

Summer Fling

13 April 2015

Dearest,

      I do not know how I should start this letter. I find this really funny because I know there is no possibility that I will send this to you in any way. Well then I guess I should start off by saying, “Hi”.

      It has been 2 weeks since you have again went AWOL. As I write this letter, I have no idea where in the world you are and what you are doing there. You haven’t called nor texted but you know what, this doesn’t surprise me at all. We have been in this situation time and time again that I have been used to it.

      I would be lying if I tell that I don’t miss you when the truth is, I fucking do. I insanely long for you. I crave for you. You know how much it hurts being so clueless? I guess not. But just so you know, it hurts like fuck. There are no words of how painful it is for me right now.

There is not a single fucking day that goes by that you did not cross my mind. Fuck. Just fuck. How could you be this mean? Have you had a change of heart? Have I done something wrong? I really have no fucking idea and it sucks.

I am writing this the day before my summer term starts and I am really grateful for it. Honestly, I am looking forward for this day.  At least I will have something else to think about other than wonder where you are.

Tormenting as it already is, there is nothing for me to do but wait. Maybe one of these days you’ll eventually come around just like what you always do. But until then, I will try my best to stop myself from viewing our chat box and your profile. I am not letting myself fall into false hopes that you will be coming back. But I hope will all of my heart that you are well and happy wherever you are.

Until our paths cross again.

The Devil Was I (11.19.14)

Two Become One 2B1 (Original Story)

Hi guyzzz! Hahaha no I'm not jejemon okay. I'm just a frustrated writer who aims to publish her unpublished works...:P Well, this is kinda new to me and I hope I'll get a few feedbacks from you. I know I'm not that good pa but I'm trying to improve my writing skills. I'll try to update as much as I can, but I can't promise that I'll be here full time. I still have a life outside my virtual world okay. 

Please do comment. I would love to here from you!

XOXO,

CamLulu ♥

2B1: CHAPTER 1: Gravity

Chapter 1: Gravity

CAM’s POV

      “The law of gravity states that…”

      Hay naku, ang boring naman ng reporting na ito.

      “Psssst.” Tumingin naman ako sa tabi ko. Hay naku, si Torres nanaman.

      “Torres, bakit ba?!”

      “Bored na ko eh, wla naming kwenta tong reporting na to. Tara, cut tayo!”

      “Gago k aba?! Gusto mo bang i-singko tayo ni Sir Not ?”

      “Sus, di naman niya malalaman eh. Tingnan mo ng ginagawa ng lokong yan.”

      Tumingin naman ako sa kinarroroonan ni Sir Amorsolo Namamanot. Ay ang lintik, natutulog. Tumingin naman ako ulit kay Torres, tapos nakita ko siyang nakangiti.

      “Oh ano, diba sabi ko sa’yo eh.”

      “Sige na nga. Tara, tutal last period naman na eh.”

      Dahan dahan kaming lumabas ng room. Yung tipong mga mission imposible na style, tip toeing and such. Hawak niya yung kamay ko habang papalabas na kami nung room, well yung wrist ko yun actually pero for all literary intents and purposes, ikokonsider ko yun na kamay ko. :P